rotten apple under the tree

i got a little bit sick from the endless sickeningly-sweet f/b status updates. apparently for a lot of my f/b friends life is pretty perfect. or fake. GIVE ME A GREAT BIG BREAK. my life isn't perfect and the envy that i feel when i read their status updates is u-g-l-y. i had a purge, or two, or three - deleting my sugar-coated f/b friends, but i couldn't really delete anymore without it becoming...awkward. i have already been questioned by ex f/b friend's as to why they have been dropped - i make up dumb little excuses like "my account is broken" (whatevs). then - brain-wave - i decided to take a little break from f/b to fix my real-life. my real-life where sometimes i feel bitter and angry and jealous. my real-life which doesn't always feel so peachy. i don't want to be the rotten apple under the tree. i need to put myself back together again. humpty-dumpty.